Love Bite

Will your mommy get mad if
I give you a little love bite

she giggled as she kissed me
hard on my mouth and my cheeks
my forehead my chin
neck nose
her teeth nipping everywhere
cold and sharp
My mommy's dead I said
marveling at the glow of
her death=pale cheeks
searching for the sparkle of life
missing from her bottomless eyes
knowing that I never would
and that in the end
it wouldn't matter anyway
I know she said
and the giggle became a cackle
then a jungle roar spilled
from her ever-bloodier mouth
and I watched the tiny drops
as their garnet gleam faded
as they dried and died
seeping into the wrinkles of her lips
I love you I said
and laughed because
I didn't really love her
so much as I loved what she was
and I panted as my blood raced
at the thought of what
she would help me become



(first publication: Asimov's, February 1997)